I am a bad Nano-er from not following my own advice to not read other people's Nano sites. I have the feeling that if I suddenly decide to delete this site in the next hour, there will be a lot of happy people who will say, "Good riddance to another bad wannabe writer!"
Maybe I should be more upbeat, but again, I think I'm a stupid hack. Every November, I face the fact that I'm getting older and I have nothing to show for all my years. No brillant research, no brillant novel, no brillant insights. I'm not brillant to anyone, even myself. No one will ever remember me.
Or all these dire thoughts might be due to the fact that I haven't been eating regularly the past couple of days. When I'm stressed, I tend to ignore food.
